I am trying to let go.
Some days are better than others.
But I know this is what I need to do.

Yeah--don't know what you call that, but whatever. What's good world--or me, seeing as though this actually is my journal, not just some shot @ attention. Forgive me journal, for it has been weeks since my last entry...heh.

OK, so, I don't know what I need to say in this one. I'm basically trying to wait on God. Which is weird to think, weirder to say. Because, one would think, that God waits on us--to come around, to get a clue, to humble ourselves, etc. So, what I mean is...I know I haven't been on the right path so to speak--and I'm waiting on guidance as to what path I need to be on.

I'm pretty damn convinced that I don't need to be on the traditional 9--5 path, as it doesn't agree with me. I mean, I have no problem working, and I like to do "real" work, you know, stuff that's redeemable in nature. But, I'm over the concept of waiting for folks to pay me to make them look good. I mean, I will play the game as long as I need to, but I need to be my own man.

Life has been testing a brother as of late, but I can at least say that I've been doing a pretty fine job of not kirking out too much over things--especially things beyond my control. All in all, I'm waiting for things to normalize a bit so I can go on the offensive.

As a mental note of things on my to-do list:
I need to go ahead and finish the redux of the Babylon Songs cover so I can go ahead and put that back out there, I have some content I want to start hashing out for this romantic comedy I have stalled out on (I wrote a time line in table format that really helped...but I need to do more, and I need to organize it), and I have a couple of shirt ideas I wanna get crackin' on. Oh, the next book will prove interesting-- It will be a hybrid of poetry and prose. I have plenty of prose to fill out the concept, but not a lot of poetry. Maybe I'll add some songs to the mix, who knows.

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