Musing & Muted Monologues...

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Friday, October 10, 2008

Don't push me, cause I'm close to the--edge...

So yeah, I couldn't sleep last night…rather this morning. Plain and simple, there are people (plural) who constantly take my friendship and loyalty for granted; Some go way too far. I can tolerate many things, but don't lie, and don't be flaky, but more importantly, don't lie to me! I've been so full of emotion the last couple of days, I can feel that my blood pressure is prolly high, and my blood pressure is never high. My heart is beating mad hard…and my temper is hella short. I have a wall I need to repair now because I kind of lost it for a sec, it's not a hole or anything, but still.

(and) Because I woke up @ 4 in the morning and it was clear I wouldn't be getting back to sleep, I wound up at work two hours earlier than normal today. I'm beyond my level right now, and the wrong thing, or the wrong comment…is not a good look right now. Pray for me ya'll, cause I'm not in a healthy place emotionally, spiritually, or mentally, which is throwing me off physically right now.

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