Maybe...

Maybe,
Just maybe I needed a friend and you made the decision to stop calling or picking up the phone
Maybe I wanted to come spend time with you, but you were never home
Maybe I needed you to see me as someone other than the boy I was years ago
Maybe I needed you to see that even I could grow
Maybe I needed you to believe in me
to not sell me short
Maybe I had a thing for you
Maybe I see something that I want to keep in nearly every woman I get close to
but maybe I had found what I needed in you
Maybe I was a fool
Maybe I was a bit too skeptical
Or maybe I see pass the guards and facades into something beautiful
Maybe I am just a dreamer, the Roy Orbison type
Or maybe I just a neophyte who needs to live a bit more life
Maybe I'm tired and weary
battered by life
but too stubborn to quit because quitting just doesn't sit right
Maybe I deserve better, and maybe I don't
but in this moment I choose this
in the, future who's to say I won't?
Maybe we are all just a little bit full of shit
Maybe we hold back on what we feel and what we meant
so if that is the case
maybe this is my fiber supplement