And then right...
…I’ve been in a heavy transition period. I’ve essentially stopped talking to people…right on down to my mother, which is crazy. Something I felt I had to do, whether or not I liked it; I felt it was the best thing for me. It’s not like someone will call, and I don’t answer the phone, it’s really just so much was going on around me that was affecting me, but there was so little of it that I could affect. There were some things that were even beginning to affect my health; it’s hard to be healthy without peace of mind. It was because of all that that I had to shut down. Actually there’s more to it than that, but there are things even I won’t put on my journal. Not much, though. My apologies for this, normally I’m just slacking when but so much time passes between entries. This…this is something else. I don’t really want to write this one out in my journal and expose it as part of my therapy towards healing. Rather, I want to just work this our between me, myself and I. I simply need to figure out what is worth getting past and compromising with, and what isn’t. In time, the answer(s) will come. Until then, I will try to keep my journal nice and fluffy for you guys that actually still come back.
Oh, don’t know how much I feel like doing this…but, I may feel like changing up the site again. This look was designed to be an intermediate thing, until I got something better up… *sigh* I don’t know, I’ll see. It ain’t gonna happen before Christmas if it is gonna happen, at least I don’t think. Anywho, I think I will be releasing a new book and CD in the earlier parts of next year. I gotta lotta demons I need to shake loose, and a lot of haters posin’ as friendlies.
PS- Is it me, or can Akon not sing at all? I don’t know, I think he’s more of an acquired taste, like Jimi or Louis… But at least they brought a mean guitar and trumpet game, respectively.
Eye Will Holla
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